I am Joshua Odhiambo Onguta, a Kenyan citizen living in
Siaya county Rarieda sub-County. It was in the year 2014 when I resat the KCSE
after close to five years of staying at home after my first sitting in which I
had scored a B plain at the Eastleigh based Maina Wanjigi secondary school in
Nairobi. I scored an A-minus in the KCSE. I was placed by KUCCPS to pursue a
BSc in Actuarial science with IT at Maseno University the following year. It
appeared to me that I had now got a breakthrough in my aspiration to pursue
higher education in my quest to be a highly sought for and distinguished
scholar and professional in either law or actuarial field. I didn't know what
awaited me in the next five to six years.
My uncle had decided to drop his unconditional support for
my education. He had learnt I was too obsessed with success in my academic
endeavor that I became too ambitious, so I did not deserve his financial help.
In his efforts to break my heart, he told me to go to the university and defer
at the very last minute - Four hours to reporting day. I got the text at four
in the morning. This made my heart to sulk. I almost fainted while in bed. I
had hoped to report to Maseno University for admission, for he had told me to
tell him everything I wanted to report to college the previous day. I didn't
know what came over him before he sent me the disheartening message.