The heartbreak I will never forget

I loved him like I have never loved any man in my life. He was sweet and caring at first and I fell for him without thinking twice. He promised he was ready to treat me the best way he could and I believed him. I guess that's why they say love is blind and I had to pay the price for it.

He became distant after 'getting everything he wanted'. I gave him my all; that was a bad move, and it felt impossible not to have him in my life. He cheated on me and when I asked him about it, he hit me; we fought and made up again. I agree, that was foolish of me.

I treated him like a king and he did enjoy the benefits; at least I am sure of that. Women are emotional but I am 10 times the normal woman. I am extremely emotional. He kept on having secret meetings with God-knows-who and asking him was like asking a dragon to breathe fire on you. 

At one moment, I had to ask him we break up and he told me straight to my face that he would never fight for a woman. So we part ways but the worst part is that I see him every day and I still have feelings for him. 

Someone once told me that I shouldn't waste my time on someone who only wants me when it fits their needs, and that person was right. My heart is shattered into itty bitty pieces but life has to move on. They say when you love someone you should fight for them but some people are not worth it.

There comes a day when you realize turning the page is the best feeling in the world, because you realize there is so much more to the book than the page you were stuck on.