I've contemplated killing my wife several times

Dear Harold,

I am a very bitter man who understands why some men poison or murder their wives and children in cold blood and personally report their crime to police stations. I have over the past three months contemplated killing my wife of six months following the embarrassing mess that she has dragged me into. It pains me to accept that I unknowingly walked her down the aisle while she was a few weeks pregnant with another man’s baby. It is even worse that she never opened up and told me, which means that I am living with a scheming and untrustworthy woman. I honestly do not see myself staying in this ‘unholy’ church marriage and fear that I may commit a crime that I will live to regret, if there is no way out.