Every time when I looked at those certificates, I am left with this big pain deep inside my heart, I never understood how and why life had to give me this options that never fall between any of my choices. It was at this point I realized that indeed I had one thing to share in common with the Messiah, accepting not our wills.
Being this young man with hopes and big dreams over ambitious rather to say, my targets were never short past my aims because I cling to this ancient philosophy " always aim at the sun whenever you want to land on the moon" perhaps it had some level of sense in it, after all, dreams were valid so did mine.