Ex-Arsenal defender Emmanuel Eboue has revealed that he is desperate to return to football even if it is to play in Baghdad or Pakistan.
Eboue, 34, has not played since leaving Sunderland in 2016 and a few weeks ago, the former Galatasaray player sounded the alarm and said he had thought about suicide.
In an interview with the Canal Football Club, Emmanuel Eboué reviews his long run to hell, evoking his risk of expulsion and shame.
'All I want is to return to football once more. I still possess ability,” he told French TV show Canal:
'I would even go to places like Baghdad or Pakistan just to play football. I don't care where.
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"I live with my bags already packed, as there is a chance I could be kicked out of my house.
"I don't have anyone by my side nowadays. I feel abandoned.
"I used to get on well with my children and my family, and now I am completely alone.
"Football is an ungrateful world. It is no longer about talent - instead it is money and business.
"It hurts me. I no longer switch on the TV when I am at home, as when I see my friends playing football I am happy for them - but deep down within myself I am in tears.
"When I got divorced I realised that there was nothing left in my bank account. I couldn't believe it.
Now lonely in his life, the former Arsenal star is deeply unhappy after he lost a divorce battle to his wife, Aurelie and got stripped of all his assets.
